Greetings,
fellow Citizen, and welcome to Nocturnal Emissions. I will be exploring the
world through a decidedly unique perspective. I enjoy a nomadic lifestyle,
which will be explored in future posts. Within the added layers of living BDSM
24-7 as an owned and collared slave, take comfort in that the perspectives
given in this podcast will be my own twisted thoughts and opinions only with
the approval of my owner, with his full support. I live as a collared slave of
my own free will. While my perspective may not be truly unique, it definitely
requires parental guidance.
I
wanted to do a podcast because I can talk to my dear listeners instead of
myself in the middle of the night.
Nocturnal
Emissions will eventually feature four sections:
● Daddy Issues
○ Think Dear Abby for the Pervy
and Twisted. We who live such a taboo lifestyle have dramatically different
relationship dynamics than the mainstream. I will answer questions and give
advice on BDSM dynamic issues. Please keep in mind that I am not, nor have I
ever been, a licensed therapist. All advice is intended for entertainment
purposes and most questions will be fictionalized. Included in this segment
will be advice on being a submissive in an open Dominant/submissive dynamic. My
only qualification is being a submissive for nearly three decades.
● Fashion Victim
○ Being the Gothy goddess I
am, I really can't throw stones when it comes to manner of dress. My name is
Puppe for a reason. I was trained to present myself as a living doll from early
childhood. I was raised according to the gospel of Emily Post, taught how to dress my petite hourglass
form perfectly, to apply makeup in a flattering way, to do my hair and makeup
myself. Long story short I was raised with standards. I simply wear what I like
and don't really give two fucks what other people might think. I know exactly
how I look, but I fear most women don't have a clue and are true fashion
victims. You will never see holes in my jeans! Fashion Victim is simply a
sounding board for my displeasure at the bad taste of other people. There will pics posted of my best efforts.
● Living the Dream
○ I have fully embraced a
nomadic lifestyle. I move around the Valley freely and at will, resources
permitting. At least for now. Until Master sees fit to change this aspect of
our dynamic. In Living the Dream, I will share various and sundry thoughts on
this curious and misunderstood lifestyle choice. As an added bonus this is
where I will share advice on traveling and regale you with tales from my career
of an office temp. I am a small business owner as well, one of which allows me
to fund both of my often misunderstood lifestyles and live them as freely as resources
will allow.
● Vanilla World Wrap-Up
○ I don't really much care what
happens in the vanilla world. There are much larger world events that affect
literally everybody. A war recently kicked off in Eastern Europe. There will be
plenty of coverage given to that and other more local events. I will only
explore the resulting issues that affect these unique lifestyles specifically. Here
is where I will offer my two cents worth of jaded and cynical opinion. Please
remember that these opinions are my own and are only made public with the
approval of Master.
But Why a Blog?
I
have been writing professionally for several years. I am self-published and
have been told I have passable talent. I toyed with the idea of a podcast and decided what I felt most comfortable doing to push my worldview out into the world was to blog. During my
creative process, ideas flow in and out of my mind that relate to all kinds of
different things, but rarely to each other. I naturally sit back and observe the world. The thoughts that
result from these observations have nowhere to go except out into the ether. I
had no real use for them. My thinking is that perhaps that blogging will be a
safe outlet for some of these often random thoughts, offer some enlightenment,
and also perhaps help someone else's world make a little more sense.
Lifestyle Influence
There
are several influences that will be explored through the lifetime of this blog:
● Creative Process
○ This blog is a byproduct
of my creative process. As with most humans, life gets busy and often throws
obstacles in the path of anything one wants to accomplish. As a writer, I have
many random thoughts that come along and ruin an otherwise good story. I keep strange hours and do my best work in the dead of night. The mental clutter had to
go somewhere and I developed a rather insane little habit of speaking them
aloud. I realized some of this arbitrary thought had potential. Even if it
wasn't relevant to the task at hand. I made a quip using one of these insane
thoughts and Master cracked a smile. I mentioned the desire to start a podcast, but I eventually opted for comfort instead of vanity. Master has been very supportive of this endeavor and its previous incarnations.
● Music Influences
○ I'm kind of into music. This
is the biggest understatement since "Houston we have a problem."
Literally anything could come out of my speakers, DJ Inept at your service. Much to the dismay of my parents and friends, later that of coworkers and
neighbors. I identify as a rivethead but can appreciate most genres. My master
playlist is about 550 tracks and growing. Some of those tracks were quite
difficult to find, requiring deep search. I've met a lot of interesting people
and those interesting people come with interesting music. In an ironic twist of
fate, I don't play any instruments, electronic or acoustic.
● BDSM
○ I made the decision to enjoy
a BDSM lifestyle 24/7. I had a major paradigm shift a couple of years ago when
a lot of seemingly disjointed pieces started to fit together. As stated
earlier, I was trained from early childhood to be submissive. I was raised in a
conservative Christian home. I was known as a "strong willed" child,
which has a certain meaning in the circles from which I remain a refugee. This
meant that my natural free spirit had to be broken down to fit into a narrow
preconceived notion of what my place was. Never mind what I thought, felt, or
experienced. I learned to submit as a matter of self-preservation. I found that
a natural result was that submissiveness was ingrained into my personality
through often harsh conditioning. In yet another twist of fate, I found myself
lost without a Dominate to submit to, leading to often catastrophic results
when trying to pursue vanilla relationships with a vanilla mindset. With a
flick of the wrist and complete reframing of any and all mainstream training, I
have found freedom in bondage. I have been happily collared since August, 2021,
and have been loving every moment of devoted service to Master.
Conclusion
In
conclusion, you have found a unique blog. One which will most likely raise
one or two questions than it answers. Feel free to ask any and all questions
that you might have. I will answer with at times brutal honesty.
Thank
you for taking a look. I can't think of more beautiful eyes to bruise with my
rants. Until next week: Stay safe and sane, my friends.